in your face
but I just see you
or my dad
which is odd since
if broken down,
the only similarities
are eyebrows and coloring.
And then,
I look at the roundness of your face
and remind myself that you're only ten.
Only ten.
You still need a Momma cuddle
and to be told how much you're loved.
But you have to be cool,
so those things are rejected
except when no one is looking.
No one's looking sweetie,
I love you.
This is my football player (one of three). He is usually a striker, a mad striker that managed a hat trick on his debut, but today, he played Goal Keeper.
Despite his occasional distraction looking over at the girls team that was playing, he did a brilliant job.
As I stared at his face through the lens, I was taken back at how young he suddenly looked.
He acts so old.
But he's not too old to reject me just yet,
because he didn't look at the girls' field after every great save,
he looked over at me
and smiled.
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I can so relate to that with my 9 year old that is still a Mama's boy, but is starting to get embarrassed about calling me "Mama" in front of his friends.
ReplyDeleteLovely! My darling boy is 10. I can relate to all of this. Thanks for it...x
ReplyDeleteThis post is so touching. You are a gifted writer and photographer. Reading this brought tears to my eyes and aches in my heart. He is so young still, but time isn't stopping while I'm away.
ReplyDeleteMy K is 9, so I relate too, at Judo last night, she executed a hold perfectly and was congratulated by her teacher, her firs reaction was to look over at me a grin broadly
ReplyDeleteHe's beautiful. That's a very powerful picture.
ReplyDeleteHeart melting.
ReplyDeleteAwwwhhh. What a sweet boy. I love your assessment of 'not too old to reject me- yet'. That's so true. My boy is almost 9 and won't hold my hand in public anymore. He's not old enough to reject me yet either. Whew!
ReplyDeleteI still love you to pieces. And, that's a very sweet thing to say about the boy. Get those hugs in while you can.
ReplyDeleteI love that while they grow up way too fast, they will always be your little kids.
ReplyDeleteAWWWW!!!
ReplyDeleteI love that he still looks over to mama. He wants to make you proud. LOVE THAT!
AWWWW!!!
ReplyDeleteI love that he still looks over to mama. He wants to make you proud. LOVE THAT!
Beautiful. It reminds you of what is really important in life!
ReplyDeletePERFECT!!
ReplyDeleteThat is just so tender. Cherish these days.. they grow way too fast.
ReplyDeletevery lovely
ReplyDeleteBeautiful. That brought tears to my eyes. My daughter is (was?) also a striker/keeper. I may have seen her play for the last time last fall. She is undecided about playing in the future. That's ok, but there is something about watching them, them watching to see if you are watching...not quite ready to let it go, unless she is...
ReplyDeleteLove those glimpses of others in my kids, then the sense they are just themselves. Still becoming themselves.
Very sweet. This makes me want to sweep my kids in my arms when they get home from school and hug and kiss them despite the protests.
ReplyDeleteWOW! what a GREAT post! ♥
ReplyDeletehappy PSF!
This? It just totally melted my heart. At age 2 my son has stopped wanting to hold my hand (WAH), so I can only imagine how the heart strings tighten as they age!
ReplyDeleteEnjoy him whilst you can they grow up so quickly today.
ReplyDeleteit can be tough watching them grow up sometimes!
ReplyDeleteThat was awesome, J.
ReplyDeleteParenthood is often a combination of melancholy and pride.
I feel this same way about my youngest -- she's still not too young to blow dad a real kiss.
You are officially excused from all gratuitous comment homework. Your life sounds lovely (aside from the unexpected pukefests).
ReplyDeleteSo sweet. Makes you want to just hold on to their sweet youth just a bit longer.
ReplyDeleteAw 10, soon those tween things will start popping up.
ReplyDeleteThrough a mother's eyes and her camera lens--very nice! :)
ReplyDeleteAnd how sweet is that? Great words go with great pictures.... They grow up much to quickly.
ReplyDeleteI'm telling you, you've got to go to the internet provider offfice with Miss Ky and drive them nutty. Then, they'll be glad to get you fixed up, just to get rid of you.
They are precious and grow so fast. The need to "be cool" tugs at them younger and younger.
ReplyDeleteIf you've got a handsome son..... show him off! He looks great! No wonder you are proud of him.
ReplyDeletethat photo is worth a thousand words... soon... my little ones would grow up to be one of those "...only when no ones' looking..." till then, I'll keep cuddling them and saying "I love you" as if it was my last day on earth....
ReplyDeleteAs a mother of four sons, i really was moved by this post. LOVELY, heart meltingly true.
ReplyDeleteOooooo....this boy is DAR.LING!!! I have a 10 y.o. girl who never has been real fond of p.d.a.'s. :)
ReplyDeletehey you're my match from mamarazzi!!! i so look forward to getting your package together!!! since you're an american living abroad... is there anything you miss you'd like as a special treat? let me know, i'd be happy to tuck one of your favorite things in the box! ;)
ReplyDeleteSweet. My oldest is 7 and a half and I look at him every day amazed at how old he looks and grateful he is still my little boy.
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