My Left Eye Won't Quit Twitching

Those crazy emotions that come with a deployment.

There's the I-just-want-to-hurry-up-and-start-dealing-with-this feelings that come when you're contemplating the ordeal.

There's the fear.

Impatience when you're stewing over what still needs taking care of: wills, Power of Attorney, passwords, checklists that go on an on.

There's excitement of having a little mini-vacation where you sleep diagonally in the bed and stay up to watch any movie while eating chips--in bed. That wears off in a couple of days though after being the only one doing two people's jobs.

There's the wall. The one that goes up as you try to gear up for being alone. The wall is the hardest, and unfortunately, each spouse builds one. It usually comes tumbling down as you approach the drop off point for the deploying member-- leaving you to arrive back to your empty home either numb or a blubbering mess.

Regrets. There's always regrets. I suppose it could compare somewhat to the regrets one feels at the death of a loved one, "I wish I had...", "I'm sorry I didn't make____ a priority".

The hubby will be arriving at his first stop while I am racing kids to their activities. He could be there for days, so I can't begin counting down to his return since technically he's not deployed just yet.
The last 36 hours he was here, we were dealing with the possibility that this house we just moved may soon be repossessed (we're renting, so the worse case scenario is we'll be given a couple of days to move our things out if it happens). We had to contact the banks taking action, the Landlord and the Base Housing Management office. I'll let you know if we become homeless.

In the meantime...
this eye twitch that I've developed the last few months when stressed, my google results show that it could be caused by damage to nerves (possible since during the allergy attacks, I was forced to rub makeup down my face every few minutes) or stress (funny).
What I'm also reading is that other than cutting the nerves, there's not a lot I can do about it.

That's where you come in. please.
Any homeopaths out there? Any natural relaxants anyone recommends?

Until chaos allows me back out again,